tHe SumMer NitEs..08'

The summer days with your cloesest frends are the sheesh?! We have so much fun wen all of us kick it together. We all now how to make each other laugh and cry at the same time..I have so much fun with my bestfriends!! i love you guys!!

Back In The Day When I Was Just A Little Kid.

Well today was a fun day. I spent the day with my moms and her frend before she left for Texas. I felt like a little kid to day for like reason. Maybe today my mom just brought it out in me today. We were headed to Red Robin and when we got out of the car my mom opened the door for me and was like "Come my Little Princese, Hold Mommy's Hand." And I did.. Random Ya?! So we were walking thur the parking lot and me being the age that I am [18], I was holding my moms hand until we got inside. Then we were still holding hands until I got a call on my LX. Then I let go..lol. But then we lauched back on after. We sat next to each other in Red Robin's and we just talked about funny sheesh and laughed at the stupid things I did and the things she did. It was all fun until she said.."YOU SHOULD GET A JOB, CAUSE SOONER OR LATER YOUR GOING TO HAVE PAY FOR YOUR OWN STUFF!!"
My face like totaly froze. I was like JOB??..Omg!? Don't get me wrong I have had a job before but later on like 2 weeks my moms was like quit cause I don't see you anymore. Me and my moms arw like BESTFRIENDS FOREVER, so I quit the job. But I guess now she's rite I have to start trying to support myself cause she won't be here my whole life. I really hope so but I know that won't come true. But I finally know what I have to do in LIFE to make money and become someone in LIFE LIKE MY MOMS. She has 4 house that she paid for she has a great 6 figure job and she still has a smile on her face after all the shit she's been throw. So I know when I fully GROW UP. I WANT TO BE JUST LIKE..MOMMY?!

Damn your getting on my Nervous.

I really don't like how he is treating me rite now. He says that were together. But then he goes off and says.."I don't feel like talking, im about to go swimmin. Because its to hot rite now." Then I said, "Its 10:45 why are you trying to go swimming." Then he told me watever im about to go swimming and imma stop playing Ex-box. Then he said, "I might call you tomorrow, if your good!" Then I js hung up the phone on him. This relationship its going to work anymore. We were better off as bestfriends then being together. So I guess im going to have to end this relationship and go back to being besties. It was way fun while it lasted.[wink wink]?!

This Hott Ass Weather..

This hott ass weather is killing me. I can't even go no where I don't have no gas im like on E!!! And I can't go swimming either because of these damn tatoo. Teddy said that I can't get it wet like beach, or pool water. So im really bummed rite now. So please peeps stop calling me to go swimming at my house because I can't and I don't feel like being bothered..and don't mean to be a BITCH rite now , but idc rite now..ahahahaahh

Finally got my Tatoo finish..!!

It hurt like a bitch. But I was able to take it like a BOSS!!! Hahahhah but there was sometimes that I wanted to cry like a little gurl that just fell off her pink bike, but I sucked it up because there was this cute, fine as dude doing my tatoo. He was cool and he was down to earth to. His name was Teddy, everytime he seen my face chunch up he would be like," You make cute pain face." Then me and him would laugh. I would seriously go back to him for my second tatoo. He did a really good job and I love my very first tatoo. And plus my dad doesn't even know I got it, but mom does cuz she took me..lmao..so I got to hide this shit until aug. Ahhaahah so wish me GOOD LUCK..AHHAH.LMAO!!!

i'LL bE dAmNeD...

I dont know what could of guy i want at this time. There are two guys and i realy dont care if they see this they need to know whats really going throw my mind. One of them is sweet, kind, hard working, fuuny and oh so cute and knows what he wants in life right now and he is also heading for college in aug. The second one is really funny, sexy as fawk, is all about his money, and his image, but he isnt going to college because he says "his life is good where its at." I really cant deciede between the too. They have both grown on me for the past couple of months. They both have me wraped around there fingers just a little bit..[cuz i won them]. Well i just have to wait and see who wins my heart in the long run..[the thugG] or [the smarty]?!

Sky'S tHe LiMit..

Come on and take a flight with me.
i can take you there anywhere, just anywhere.
Sky's the limit..[stuck for now]

Its all Comes To a End..[CandleRose]

It was a ill night for me and the homyz. It was a really bigg thing for all the seniors that are about to graduate. But i feel bad for the kids that arent and the homyz that arent either..Well here is some of the pictures from Candlerose..

[Me x Hepsie]

[Me x Amber]

[Me x Daniel aka BoO]

[Me x Toyin]

[Me x Richie aka Latin Lover]

[Me x Julio aka Cotton Candy]

[Me x Jose aka Papa]

[Me x Helen]

Guardian Angels..

R.I.P THOMAS CARNEVAL
9/7/87-6/2/08

R.I.P MATTHEW HART
10/19/91-1/10/08

yOU GUYS WILL BE TRUELY MISSED.

"LIFE IS A JOURNEY.DEATH IS THE CONTINUATION OF THE JOURNEY.HEAVEN IS A TEMPORARY REST.FOR THE COMMENCEMENT AND FULIFILMENT.OF A NEW LIFE, A NEW HOPE AND A NEW PROMISE AWAITS."

"PERHAPS THEY ARE NOT STARS, BUT RATHER OPENINGS IN HEAVEN WHERE THE LOVE OF OUR LOST ONES POURS THROUGH AND SHINES DOWN UPON US TO LET US KNOW THAT EVERYTHING IS ALRIGHT AND THEY ARE HAPPY."

RUN DMC...

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SuM jApAnSe WoRdS i KnOw..ThAnKs ToO [Chirs].haha<$$

well if you all know i will be tryin to go back to japan this year. it is another on of my illest desenations again. i have been all over the world..[France. Germany, Italy, New York, Florida, Cananda,etc.] so im learning another language, besides the other ones that i know. thanks to my moms that wanted me to learn different languages so that when i was older enough i could travel like i do now and be able to talk with them. so good looking out moms..[remmember mommy that i love you to death do us part!?]

konnichiwa=hello

hajimemaste-how do you do?(say it when u first meet somone)

ohayo gozaimasu=good morning..

ToDaY wAs A gOoD..

MaC cOmPuTeRs ArE iLL...Me AnD mY cUzIn MaRy WeRe iN ATA cLaSs bOrEd As HeLL sO wE jUsT hAd SuM fUn..ahhahhaha iLLeSt Day EvEr..oohh AnD hApPy BiRthDaY eDdiE?!

Be FoR aLL tHeSe oThEr pOsT..i WeNt To a BoMb JaPaNeS rEsTuRaNt tOdAy..

[*-*]..Well i went here wit sum of my japanes frends Sara and Kimcho. Who told me this place is the best to try Japanes food and they dont card your ass when yuo try to buy drinks.At first i was like this sheesh is goin to be nasty and what place doesnt card people when they are tryin to buy liquor??[You knoe.?] Well i never tryed japanes food before so it was my first time..but it was actually ill and it was true they didnt even card my ass.I was so dumd founded..[lmao]..you knoe..But other then taht is was good, and i had a good time with them..
[SO THANKS SARA AND KIMCHO..I LOVE YOU GUYS]
[*-*]!!?

tHe HuNdReDs..G-Shock is Out..& NeW Tee'S

the g-shock is out yes..im goin to have to coup that for the homie. because he has been waiting for this sheesh..HHAAAHAHAAH

and for myself im goin to have to coup these tee's.
i like them there illest..HAHAHAHA

FreNdS wiLL bE wItH yUo nO mAtTeR wHaT?!!

THESE FRENDS AND PLUS MORE HAVE BEEN THROUGH THICK AND THIN WITH MY ASS AND I JS WANT YUO GUYS TO KNOE, EVEN THE PEOPLE THAT ARENT ON HERE AND LIKE.."WHERE THE HELL I'M I",,I WASNT DONE YET..BUT ANYWAYS...YUO GUYS HAVE BEEN THERE NO MATTER WHAT THOUGH WE FOUGHT AND GOT INTO IT OR DIDNT TALK TO EACH OTHER FOR A TIME OR PERIOD. WE SEEM TO ALL WAS PUT THINGS BACK TOGETHER HOW THE USE TO BE AND BETTER. I LOVE ALL YU GUYS NO MATTER WHO YUO ARE IN LYFE OR WAT YUO ARE IN LYFE. AS LONG AS YUO FEEL THE SAME WAY FOR ME..JUS KNOW THAT I HAVE FEELING AND LOVE FOR ALL YOU GUYS.

LIKE A I ALWAYS TELL EVERY FREND..["TILL DEATH, DO US PART"]

Be encouraged….[moms wrote to me]

Girl, just look at you with your pretty self. You are so beautiful!! Not only are you beautiful, but you have the nerve to be talented and gifted by God.

Hold your head up girl and know that you are loved and appreciated. Don't give the enemy any place to cause you to have low self-esteem or doubt. You are indeed fearfully and wonderfully made. This is your year to decree it and speak it! This is the year of new beginnings. So, get your step on girl!!

God is faithful to perform all that He has promised to you! Be confident in Him and His word. The words you speak from your mouth determine your outcome. Why not speak good and positive things over your life girl? You are not defeated but rather you are more than a conqueror. You have been through a lot in your life and look at you now, just as pretty and as strong as ever!

Oh, how blessed you are! Look what God has done throughout your life and look where He has brought you from. Begin to bless God and praise Him for all that He has done in your life, and for making you so beautiful!

He had you in His precious hands all the time. Your life is orchestrated by Him. He knows you and what is best for you. Believe that He has even greater things in store for you and your family. Girl, get over the silly stuff and grab hold of faith. Seek God as never before. Sure, times are hard but God is good. Learn to love who He has made you. There is no one like you!!

Love Always,

Mommy..

thanks mom..it means alot

Versace Stores.

Ok so i went in to a Versace store wen i was in vegas. i went
with my mom because she was goin shopping for her self. becauzse i
had already spent my G's in other places.so get in there and we treated like royalty. they gave her a room to her self and i so she could look over all there sheesh they had to offer her. it was the illest thing i had ever seen in my lyfe. they gave us champane and fruit while i waited for my moms to ripp things up.well this was like 2 years ago but i just had to bring the sheesh up. because my moms was talkin to me over the phone about her new bag she jus bought. so i thought i put it up here and blogg about my past lyfe..ahahah..well "live a better day?!"

wHere im At..HollYwOod LighTs.

im in the spot light.
the lights are blinding.
i cant see with in 2
feet of my lyfe.
its rearranged, nuttin
looks the same. no one
here is strange. were all
different in this "HOLLYWOOD DAY".
look around and see strange.
theres a difference from where
i come from, everyone is different
and everyone ahve there own sense
of style...but best of
all my swagger sticks outs..
the lights of the "HOLLYWOOD LIGHTS"!!

Handle Bars..

ok i jus heard this song that i like called handle bars by this band called flotbots..its really ill to me..so go check it out...its called..."HANDLE BARS".

R.i.P..{TriXX]

yuo will forever be missed.no matter wat.
yuor my angel carring my dreams to heaven
with yuo..<3

Mann this was iLL..i cant wait to go..

Second guessing You..

well im second guessing on buying this shoes.i only like this becuz drake the illest nija alive to me has them..but idk yet?!

Lyfe so Far..iLLest?!

well im about to graduate on the 17th of june. and i have grad nite on the 12th of june.its almost here the end of my senior year. the most illest ever so far form me. but im really rethinking my lyfe rite now on where i want to go and be in lyfe. my moms wants me to go to texas for skool becuz i got accepted to Texas Southern, but i really dont want to go.i dont want to be away from all my family and frends rite now.i got accept to 3 different skools. but i cant decide which one to go to yet. i knoe moms know best but im jus no sure yet..i got till the 6th of june to figure this sheesh all out in my lyfe.