separating myself..

0k so i like just posted below the things that are happening with me and my so called friend/boyfriend/enemy. While i was done writing that up i just had to do a poem. I have been doing writing and poems for awhile now and i never really told anybody until like 2007, so yea people that didn't know i write poetry i do. Well anyways i just wrote this out right now to reflect on what i need to complete when i touch down in Cali. Gosh this is gonna be a long ass trip..l0l




Life is not lived without knowing the name "separation".
It manifests because of desire
Or sometimes from desperation
But most times it is brought by fate.

It is one of life's painful sorrows.
There is nothing as heart crushing then
To know separation will fill our tomorrows
And the agony of communion never ever again.

We are together only for a monument.
The connecting is disappearing from my eyes.
We say, "You are Mine." and " You are my Baby."
But all too soon our monuments together is gone.

To survive separation of close ones-
We must have no regrets even if in our minds its echoing,
Because when the department comes,
Guilt-free memories are our only salvation in the monument.

think before you do..

Well this is the deal, I'm having trouble getting rid of this guy.He just knows what to say to me even when he gets mad at me and wont talk to me on and off from like 3 months.I like have no clue of why i keep going back to him to just to be treated like his property and then get thrown away once i make him mad or i promise something which he says i did but i don't remember ever telling him that. Well when i come to Cali next month which I'm so EXCITED to finally be coming home to see my family and friends and especially MARYyYYyy! ;] Cause i wouldn't be the true self that i am today with out her i feel. Well any who, when i come he wants to hang out with me but I'm kinda rethinking hanging out with him cause i don't want to open my heart up like a dumb ass and get played again; even all the sweet shit and says all the rite things to me i just feel stupid running back into his capture.. I just need to separate myself from his grip PERMANENTLY!

Cry Baby

Man this is my favorite and all time movie and my favorite part of the movie!

Mary i Promise iMMa start READING THESE BOOKS!

Kanye's Cost for His Shoes!

Count me Out! He Trippen!

LMFAO

"This is not a broad... This is six niggas"

1+1=2

"dEfiNiTeLy HaRd t0 rEpLaCeeee"

she is like my left side of the brain, i cant focus with it!

Its been i awhile!

Oh okay! So yeah it has been a cool minute since ive been on here. ive been totaly busy with skool and work, cuz its all about the MOOLAh rite now cuz times are hard. well anywho i also havent been blogging cuz my laptop was broken and i have been putting it aside about fixing it. but today was a good day..IT IS NOW FIXED! so except more blogging. so STAY TUNED BITCHES!

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