tHe LiFe..

Well so far it has been a journey tryn to find a damn prom date. I had one at first in like fawking feduary but his ass flaked out on the last minute. So i had to find i new one, i went thourgh like 4 guys and i choose two. But the one that i thought was down to go, said he couldnt cuz he wouldnt have the money, cuz he js got bills and he has to move..so HEART BROKEN AGAIN. Then the second one said yes he would go and for sure he would take me and go half on everything. So now im super excited that i have a date. He is 6'5 and very sexy. So ive done well for myself. Well i hope he gets along with everyboby that is riding in the limo with us, and i hope my nite goes well..hell great..hahaha

well mmmm, lets see?

im brand new. so bitch fawk yuo..lmao..jk
well i had a bomb ass weekend i was like jucied for like 4 days straight, dont know what the hell happened for me to feel jucied all week from friday to monday..ahaha
well it was all worth is, on friday went to my frends 20th birthday. an on saturday had a party for my brother/frend 21st at my house and there was like 80 people in my fawking backyard. so i was like fawk this im going to start charging people that dont fawking knoe, so i did and i made 380$ hahaha can yuo say."NEW FAWKING DUNKS"..cuz i can hahah..well ttul okk

What if...

If you new my feeling you would think it was fake, If i was to tell you it would make my heart ache! Knowing there would never be a me an you breaks my heart, If through we cant be together nothing will split us apart. Your my brothers friend its sounds so wrong, Why cant i stop my feelings for being so strong! If i told you how i felt what will you say? please hold me close an say baby i feel the same way. My secret for you is getting to hard to keep, Not being able to have you is making my heart weep! My smile on my face you put it there, My wonderful dreams you give me them, Being happy everyday its all because of you, Baby your my secret lover that cant came true!!

tHe nEw hOuse mY mOm boUghT in tExAs..i LoVe iT?!

were im i now...

where im i now...
i have clues of where i am..
but then i figure that i dont..
where im i now..
life has been diffcult..
ive had my ups && downss..
but they were all worth it..
because it has made me a better person in LIFE..
where im i now..
people see me as the loud crazy funny frend..
that can take bad situation and turn them
in to good things..
but they dont knoe what i really feel at times..
where im i now...
i feel myself adventuring out of my sourndings
im the type of person that can do shit all by myself.
i didnt need others to fellow me..im self made..
where im i now..
i figure i came into this world alone..
so im goin to leave this world alone..
i figure that,,mmmm im 18 now
so i think and hopefully will leave
until hell..wen god wants me to
come to the gates and be free of all my sins..
where im a now..
im glad that im the person that im now, if i wasnt i wouldnt be HERE?!

Yoshi tha Hott Spitta

this guy is hot, on sum real sheesh..i just found him on yuo tube
he is pretty dope..?!

mY neXt tAtoo..hOpeFuLy

My Personal Apology

From the first time I met you I knew something was there,
From the lust in my heart, or the love in the air.
To me you are so special a God given gift from above,
I knew I needed you in my life, from our very first hug.
I Love you is a phrase that I would never expect to say,
But those three words came true and now I wish to say it everyday.
That I miss telling you I love you and what I feel like inside,
About you and my feelings, boy I just gave you my pride.
There was just something about you; I couldnt say what I felt,
But now I fucked up so bad, Ill have to cope with whats dealt.
Every thing I ever told you was nothing but the real truth,
I would never lie to you; I tried to keep you in tune.
With the things that I was feeling when we talked on the phone,
But the natural Happy Endings that I once felt are now gone.
But Im trying to bring back the relationship we once had,
I would never of known that I could have fucked up this bad.
Crying myself to sleep, is my only console,
Thinking about the shit I said, how could I sink down so low.
To ever call you out your name is still the last on my mind,
Playing with your feelings was the worst of my crimes.
But I feel sick inside, thinking of how could I make this thing right,
Remembering our phone conversations when we talked days of the night.
I was the luckiest waman on the world to finally have you on my side,
And our relationship was the best of every ride of my life.
Wishing you would come back is simply straight up to you,
This is a factor I must give my all to you to come true.
But I am ready for your decision, and Ill do what it takes,
To bring back your love is a miracle after hitting the breaks.
But baby I swear I put my all into you,
Please come back to me, Ill do anything for you.
I know your having some time thinking about what to say,
And that I understand but please dont take your love away.
Just one more chance is all I ask to make this thing right,
A king is how you should have been treated so let me brighten your sight.
Baby no matter what it comes to I will always love you,
Let me be the one you come pouring your emotions to.
I know I messed up real bad babe let me give you a clue,
Ive said bad things before it was true when I said I Love You.


Baby, I love you and I miss you. I know I fucked up and lost your trust but I will do whatever it takes to bring you back into the life which you helped to make perfect.

tRuTh..<$

"i love wat this says"

its a touch down.cuhh

man i js got off the plane for LA...to Texas?!man i was trippin on E on the plane man..i was scared as fawk..i was straight trippin i was actting a fool on the plane...i was thinkin that the dang wing was goin to fall off..but i wouldnt have made it wit out my cuzin nEa..and god.?!