were im i now...

where im i now...
i have clues of where i am..
but then i figure that i dont..
where im i now..
life has been diffcult..
ive had my ups && downss..
but they were all worth it..
because it has made me a better person in LIFE..
where im i now..
people see me as the loud crazy funny frend..
that can take bad situation and turn them
in to good things..
but they dont knoe what i really feel at times..
where im i now...
i feel myself adventuring out of my sourndings
im the type of person that can do shit all by myself.
i didnt need others to fellow me..im self made..
where im i now..
i figure i came into this world alone..
so im goin to leave this world alone..
i figure that,,mmmm im 18 now
so i think and hopefully will leave
until hell..wen god wants me to
come to the gates and be free of all my sins..
where im a now..
im glad that im the person that im now, if i wasnt i wouldnt be HERE?!