My Personal Apology

From the first time I met you I knew something was there,
From the lust in my heart, or the love in the air.
To me you are so special a God given gift from above,
I knew I needed you in my life, from our very first hug.
I Love you is a phrase that I would never expect to say,
But those three words came true and now I wish to say it everyday.
That I miss telling you I love you and what I feel like inside,
About you and my feelings, boy I just gave you my pride.
There was just something about you; I couldnt say what I felt,
But now I fucked up so bad, Ill have to cope with whats dealt.
Every thing I ever told you was nothing but the real truth,
I would never lie to you; I tried to keep you in tune.
With the things that I was feeling when we talked on the phone,
But the natural Happy Endings that I once felt are now gone.
But Im trying to bring back the relationship we once had,
I would never of known that I could have fucked up this bad.
Crying myself to sleep, is my only console,
Thinking about the shit I said, how could I sink down so low.
To ever call you out your name is still the last on my mind,
Playing with your feelings was the worst of my crimes.
But I feel sick inside, thinking of how could I make this thing right,
Remembering our phone conversations when we talked days of the night.
I was the luckiest waman on the world to finally have you on my side,
And our relationship was the best of every ride of my life.
Wishing you would come back is simply straight up to you,
This is a factor I must give my all to you to come true.
But I am ready for your decision, and Ill do what it takes,
To bring back your love is a miracle after hitting the breaks.
But baby I swear I put my all into you,
Please come back to me, Ill do anything for you.
I know your having some time thinking about what to say,
And that I understand but please dont take your love away.
Just one more chance is all I ask to make this thing right,
A king is how you should have been treated so let me brighten your sight.
Baby no matter what it comes to I will always love you,
Let me be the one you come pouring your emotions to.
I know I messed up real bad babe let me give you a clue,
Ive said bad things before it was true when I said I Love You.


Baby, I love you and I miss you. I know I fucked up and lost your trust but I will do whatever it takes to bring you back into the life which you helped to make perfect.