Depressed..

I have no reason why im depressed..
i think i might be depressed becuz i knoe how
they feel rite now. on how they lost there frend.
ive lost someone close like that to my heart.
everytime you have a flash back of wat you guys
did and how much you guys had fun..it hurts to
the point where you are like why didnt god take me
,why did he have to take you. i feel in my heart so
empty rite now..reading all those comments and messages
that his frends sent him hoping that one day he would reply
back hurts me so much. cause i know how they feel inside..
i fault the same why wen i lost my bestfrend[grandma]..i could
tell her everything and we would do everything i mean everything.
i remember on time we were eating at a resturant and i seen this
cute boy and my g-mama had seen him too and at the same time we were
both like.."that boy is fine..hahahah" and we js laughed..man i miss
you and i will forever keep missing you..and i hope you are having a ball
up there in HEAVEN you and i hope you are too KEVIN..you will TRUELY BE MISSED!!