Well this is the deal, I'm having trouble getting rid of this guy.He just knows what to say to me even when he gets mad at me and wont talk to me on and off from like 3 months.I like have no clue of why i keep going back to him to just to be treated like his property and then get thrown away once i make him mad or i promise something which he says i did but i don't remember ever telling him that. Well when i come to Cali next month which I'm so EXCITED to finally be coming home to see my family and friends and especially MARYyYYyy! ;] Cause i wouldn't be the true self that i am today with out her i feel. Well any who, when i come he wants to hang out with me but I'm kinda rethinking hanging out with him cause i don't want to open my heart up like a dumb ass and get played again; even all the sweet shit and says all the rite things to me i just feel stupid running back into his capture.. I just need to separate myself from his grip PERMANENTLY!
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