separating myself..

0k so i like just posted below the things that are happening with me and my so called friend/boyfriend/enemy. While i was done writing that up i just had to do a poem. I have been doing writing and poems for awhile now and i never really told anybody until like 2007, so yea people that didn't know i write poetry i do. Well anyways i just wrote this out right now to reflect on what i need to complete when i touch down in Cali. Gosh this is gonna be a long ass trip..l0l




Life is not lived without knowing the name "separation".
It manifests because of desire
Or sometimes from desperation
But most times it is brought by fate.

It is one of life's painful sorrows.
There is nothing as heart crushing then
To know separation will fill our tomorrows
And the agony of communion never ever again.

We are together only for a monument.
The connecting is disappearing from my eyes.
We say, "You are Mine." and " You are my Baby."
But all too soon our monuments together is gone.

To survive separation of close ones-
We must have no regrets even if in our minds its echoing,
Because when the department comes,
Guilt-free memories are our only salvation in the monument.